Day 1. 9:40 a.m. All is calm. All is bright. Have coffee. Brian Eno’s, “Ambient 1/Music for Airports” in my head. Lots of love and support from folks. It’s all been and is being received. Please know that. Just, a lot of numbness. I should explain myself. … Day 0. 6:18 p.m. All was tenuous. …